Salam bwebeh!
i have been quite sensitive lately.. and i miss you. being with you in the same house and not having the same old conversation is really dull.. i wish we could talk normally but i always feel theres like a barrier. and i have to say i am not comfortable with it at all.
i hate the fact we talk more in facebook altho we are in the same house. i wish it could be normal. im desperate, but i know u fear of dad.. but all this makes me confuse at times.. it makes me into a drama-attention-seeker princess.
but come to think of it.. maybe i shud just stop to think about us.. i guess here there is no US.. there is only mohamed abdirisak and our other friend.. sniffs..
this is very boring, i want my quality time bebeh.. im proud and i respect how u can do it bwebeh.. heh.. yeay?!
beh, i wish to share u in my world, but i guess ur not so enthusiastic as i am.
and about the question, u asked wther il be an old grumpy lady when i grow old.. i said yes. u asked why because u do not want a grumpy old lady... well babe, i am honest. i will not lie. if i were to be grumpy, its just between us.. i wont let it be out of our circle.
remember when we get to know each other, i show u my flawless side but i too wanted to share u my flaws sayang.. whats the use of us being together if im fake with you bwebeh? </3 i guess being transparent with u has its disadvantages, its alright. il make a change. u wont know this time. insya'
i fully understand that u cannot handle to be with a drama person. the more i think of it, the more i believe i am babe.. i guess i aint perfect, im sorry im not. i really wish i kud and can. im sorry i aint all that. i hoped to be all that, u noe.. and beh i love you.. sniffs
