| it just pops into my mind to write this. | for everyone |
and she lay sick on bed. it was her time to go. she tried to smile but her tears keeps on getting the way. her man was next to her holding her hands tight hoping she'll stay and never leave him and he hoped her strength would be as strong as his grip but she can't feel anything.
she wanted to say a lot of things and yet she only manage to whisper a few words to a few people. "Tell everyone I'm sorry, spread the word..." and she close her eyes tight. Her relatives around was then crying their eyes out.
her man though, lay his head on her chest hearing the slow heartbeat and the breathings of the love of his life. he never expect that day would come. it was too early, for he never had the chance to show his soft side. there so many things he wanted to do and share for he was always away. and he was very sure that his lady was holding back something although he was uncertain.
and then there was that moment, where she touches her man's forehead. it was light and it was cold. in that room, there was only two of them. she asks for water but her man won't get it for her afraid it's a trick and she would leave him when he's not around but she only smiled and her smiles reassured him and he left the room to get her a glass of water.
she sipped a little and look into the eyes of the man who is her last man on earth she ever loved but she stopped telling him because he hurt her once. but now she felt a very strong urge to tell him what's pulling her back.
"I'm sorry...," she said while breathing slowly. and though her man doesn't want her to say anything he was on his knees, dumbstruck and he lets her say anything and whatever she wants.
"Baby, you know i have always loved you...but.. something always pulls me back." she continues..
"Do you remember that one time, you broke my heart into tiny little pieces, it was a sign. God took you away from me and i was in agony and pain but you came back to me and yet that scar was still there and i still cry myself to sleep whenever i remember. And each time you're away from me, i missed you and it made me love you more but i was scared that my love will make me regret and God will take you away and so whenever my heart needs you, i chant God's name... loving God more because only he deserves our purest love. God never leaves for work, he's just there for us. Bad or good, he's there for us. I realised my mistake when i loved you with all my heart, you didn't realise you took my heart with you when you made yours. But that's not the point. I really loved you, i was scared to lose you again. i'm sorry. that is why i never put hopes on you, on us...and i didn't expect i'll be leaving you instead, i do want to lov...." her voice trailed off. she was torn apart but she knew she cannot have both and that was her decision from beginning.
Loving God saves us a place in Heaven from the torments of Hell.
Love a Human, which is their nature to be fickle minded, unpredictable and their nature to change...
Feelings can be deceiving, some say they become bad because their heart is broken. isn't it a pitiful? when it's actually a sign, and they should be strong and learn to overcome it.
she wanted to say a lot of things and yet she only manage to whisper a few words to a few people. "Tell everyone I'm sorry, spread the word..." and she close her eyes tight. Her relatives around was then crying their eyes out.
her man though, lay his head on her chest hearing the slow heartbeat and the breathings of the love of his life. he never expect that day would come. it was too early, for he never had the chance to show his soft side. there so many things he wanted to do and share for he was always away. and he was very sure that his lady was holding back something although he was uncertain.
and then there was that moment, where she touches her man's forehead. it was light and it was cold. in that room, there was only two of them. she asks for water but her man won't get it for her afraid it's a trick and she would leave him when he's not around but she only smiled and her smiles reassured him and he left the room to get her a glass of water.
she sipped a little and look into the eyes of the man who is her last man on earth she ever loved but she stopped telling him because he hurt her once. but now she felt a very strong urge to tell him what's pulling her back.
"I'm sorry...," she said while breathing slowly. and though her man doesn't want her to say anything he was on his knees, dumbstruck and he lets her say anything and whatever she wants.
"Baby, you know i have always loved you...but.. something always pulls me back." she continues..
"Do you remember that one time, you broke my heart into tiny little pieces, it was a sign. God took you away from me and i was in agony and pain but you came back to me and yet that scar was still there and i still cry myself to sleep whenever i remember. And each time you're away from me, i missed you and it made me love you more but i was scared that my love will make me regret and God will take you away and so whenever my heart needs you, i chant God's name... loving God more because only he deserves our purest love. God never leaves for work, he's just there for us. Bad or good, he's there for us. I realised my mistake when i loved you with all my heart, you didn't realise you took my heart with you when you made yours. But that's not the point. I really loved you, i was scared to lose you again. i'm sorry. that is why i never put hopes on you, on us...and i didn't expect i'll be leaving you instead, i do want to lov...." her voice trailed off. she was torn apart but she knew she cannot have both and that was her decision from beginning.
Loving God saves us a place in Heaven from the torments of Hell.
Love a Human, which is their nature to be fickle minded, unpredictable and their nature to change...
Feelings can be deceiving, some say they become bad because their heart is broken. isn't it a pitiful? when it's actually a sign, and they should be strong and learn to overcome it.
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