Look @ me.

that day shall come

where we will ignore

every stares and every human

but me and you.

you help me carry my bags

i help carry yours

whichever one i can with my strength

with every steps that lead us to parting..

we've been good partners

we've been in such a good relationship

we even believed so much that a part of us belongs to us..

the word " half... my half..."

have you ever thought of the word part similar to depart?

we both know this day would come

where we have to go home and see our families

but i left my heart with yours

things will never feel the same...

can you imagine what i am saying?

my imagination bewilderes me...

but my imagination also leads to conclusion...

a picture.. a diagram and image of what it is like without you...

when we arrive on the same airport.. but not leaving on the same plane...

nor not going to the same aisle... or counters... or...same day

it struck the heart.. my heart feels funny as if its gulping..

wait, hold on.. maybe i am just overreacting..

i don't like details.. but the details of that precious moments 

the time being jealous and the next thing we know we have to go

the next thing we know we had to rush..

chasing time and with every steps, our mind starts to wonder..

and the heart starts to chant with heartfelt emotions..

you can never expect.. what you'll think on that time.

but u can expect that depart is a hard word and you wish it never exist.

but just to add some more,

i cannot imagine when i look at you from the other side...

or prolly il never see u because there are alot of people...

or prolly its just the best for the both of us not to see each other...

flu is bad... flu is contagious... flu is apparently love...

and then.. the exact time where you and i aren't going to the same hall..

i have to carry my own bags, "it's okay honey.. this day would come"

i'd prolly smile.. but deep within i'll start to cry

then the troubles i'd prolly would have to encounter

pushing my bags up there and pushing my emotions deep so i won't cry

 its so good having you around me beh..

you could help your shawty here with her heavy bags

and then i, siting next to random people

i probably would know all of the people in the flight..

but there's no one i know who has my heart to put my head on

you've made me your baby

you spoiled me rotten

and you're my baby too (=

i know its impossible to have you all the time with me

i know its impossible for you to be my air

i know its impossible for to be everywhere with me

but what made is possible is when our heart feels 'connected'..

and that just change the whole perspective

and it gave us life a whole new meaning

you know what's amazing hubbi?

that Allah bless us for being together.

He even gave us 'berkat' or we would never feel its magical!

Alhamdulilah Hi'Rabbil A'lamin.

what's amazing more...

it's US.. it's U and Me

it's our mutual understanding 

our work of handling

our work making things work!

it's Mohamed and Ili!

and this day will come ... 1st of May..

a whole new chapter

a whole new angles

a whole new us

even if we aren't together.

"We make things happen.."